momentary thought

Just a thought personal wise

Sitting still as a freeze frame of harmony becomes my world i am left to wonder if i can really have it. Is this really all i need to be happy. A hand to hold, warmth from the cold, people to relate to, sustenance, and serene beauty to keep my mind at ease. Is it really that simple or would i just like to believe that to comfort my own insecurities about never being able to find that plateau of unity with the world around me. If that really is all that i need why do i constantly deny myself these things, is it because i fear being happy because i like the thought that there is always something more. Do i run away from love because i think that it will fail just because giving all of myself in the past was never enough? Do i not allow people close enough to relate to me simply cause i know in the end they go away? Do i shy away from warmth because i know its constantly fleeting and i rather not get attached? Do i refuse the help of others because i am to proud to accept that i cant do it alone? It makes me wonder if i really do all these stupid things for all these silly reasons. Is my momentary reasoning not so reasonable after all? Just a momentary thought..

Reviews

hmmm to undo or stand back from that we fear will become undone and we really won't have it all... Nice moment in thought and reason...