No more times with feeling

I'm sorry for feeling...

I promise, i've been trying

To make it stop

Tearing at these heart string fibers

Crudly removing them while they knit so finely from the opposing sides

Longing to meet

It gets exhausting hiding the holes

So i'll smile for you, if it will keep your eyes on my face

Don't blink...and mind the gaps

The divides ares wide 

In this decaying cavity 

And they whisper from the cracks

So worthless!

So insignificant!

So undeserving!

So ugly!

Why do you stay, Unlovable ?

"I'm sorry...

One more time

No feelings..."