in the company of others
I can be sagacious, I can
hold their whole troublesome
loneliness in my hand and
coax out new birds, I can
sit beneath a Bodhi tree of
far reaching good intentions,
and iron out
all the projected futures
like old shirts. But like Siddhartha
in the staring face
of temptation, I must stop
asking, like the weather side
of the mountain for rain, or
poems with my name on them;
to expect any more
pearls from my spiritual
nonsense than a spark of
recognition, that every time you
say it, my syllables pronounced
fluently by your tongue is, worth
every penny I spent wishing
on fountains, like heaven.
I hope you're not saying
I'm dangerous just because
you like it. The subtracted
supple suffering that follows
and subsequent relinquishing
of my attachments to my own,
a life I made carelessly without
you in it, is the best breed
of madness I have ever tasted.