Do you ever?

I haven't written in awhile, so it's a bit rusty...

This feeling is unexplainable, I don't understand..
I have no one to talk to, but I have plenty of friends.
I feel so alone,
even with family at home :
it's like I'm a ghost. Invisible, unseen.
No one cares what I have done and where I've been.
My heart can't handle this ache, this feeling of abandonment.
In my heart, Mommy and Daddy left a dent.
A broken home, no one to phone,
no one to tell and no one to give advice.
This feeling will not suffice.
Complacent is found inside my mind, my own little world,
laying in my bed, I remain curled.
Why move? What's the point? From tears blurs my sight.
In me there is no fight.
No light.
Somewhere at tall heights, I'm already falling.
Plunging into never ending sorrow,
where it feels like there will be no tomorrow.
Do you ever feel this pain?
The need to scream God's names in vain?
Do you ever feel like you're going insane..?
Do you ever?