Mum 8 years gone

This how I felt

My heart sank to the ground
My world came tumbling down
Knowing that your not going to be around
21st of June was when you passed away
8 years gone and I still remember that day
Seeing you the day before looking well and fine
I didnt think it was your time
That your life clock was so short and coming to an end
I wouldnt of been so stubborn and wanting to go see my friends
When those words came down the phone they hit me like a brick
I wish I wasnt so stubborn and being a prick
Thinking about myself when you weren't well
I felt like I had gone to hell

I can't believe your time was cut so short
I never gave it a second thought
Seeing you the day before looking okay
Knowing that your werent going to be around that day

Mum I miss you and know that you will be proud
Of me sitting on your cloud
Watching down on me
Knowing your pointing me to my destiny
I have 2 children and now a dad
Knowing you're not watching me grow up makes me sad
I see your smile in the rain
Losing someone so close causes so much pain
My kids growing up not knowing their nan
You not seeing me go from a kid to a man
Getting married growing up
Without you is so tough
But I have my family and friends
Which you must of sent
To help me through tough times
Stopping me from doing silly crimes
Knowing I will you see you soon
Makes me live and be in this room
Nan and grandad miss you day and night
Sleep tight

Reviews

[Alice]

that about brought me to tears.. i'm very sorry that you had to experience such pain and it makes me love my parents just that much more. i really loved this read and it was very flowing and i couldn't stop reading once i started. i have no critics and i hope to read more.

[Skippy8910]

Thank you so much means alot I didn't know how it would go down to be honest