S**t

S**t

A Poem by Leonie Erdt


S**t.


I was a virgin.
Everyone was or is a virgin.
Everyone keeps telling us that virginity is a precious and a desired thing to possess but no one teaches us about who to allow to take this precious gift of yours.

Guys prefer a virgin.
No one likes a touched and used girl.
You shouldn't have slept with him. He wasn't worthy of your precious gift.
She's a s**t for losing her virginity at the age of 14.
What were you thinking. I didn't raise you to be like this.


Humans talk about sex like it is a bad thing. Something that only bad people do.
My parents would be in shock if they knew what I have already done.


It was too early for you to sleep with him!
You've only been dating him for a month!
I didn't raise you to be like this.
You should've known better.
You don't want to end up like your cheap friend.


My cheap friend.
The one of us two who hadn't had sex yet.
The one who every guy has a crush on.
The girl who hadn't had sex yet but still gets called a cheap mattress.


You don't want to be like her. She's a s**t.


Yes. A s**t.
The girl who was seeking for the love and attention that she wasn't getting from her parents.
She was a s**t.
For what?
Sending revealing pictures to guys she liked?
I did that and I wasn't being called a s**t.
She was called a s**t.
For what?
For wearing tight clothes that she felt confident in?
For talking to boys for a while but then finding out he wasn't the right one?
I did that.
But I wasn't being called a s**t.


I am a s**t.
Obviously I am.
I have fantasies and desires.
I send revealing pictures and I am searching for love and attention as well

So who isn't a s**t?
Every woman is.
According to most men and jealous women that is.


S**t.

© 2017 Leonie Erdt


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Leonie Erdt
Leonie Erdt

Husum, Germany



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