AgainA Story by Lilthhh666
I wake up in a daze as usual. Another night of getting off at 6am and sleeping my life away. I reach for my phone to check the time, only to realize it's not were I left it when I went to sleep. Realization dawns on me, it's another night of you going through my phone while I'm asleep. I cant help but feel a mixture of emotions as you come into the bedroom and throw my phone down on the table and call me a liar. A liar because of who my friend is. A liar because I kept the truth from you about my friend. A liar because you dont want me to have a friend.
There was a time when you two were inseparable and nothing could split you two apart. There was a time when you two would move heaven and hell for each other, but not theres nothing. And I'm stuck in the cross fire. Feeling like I cant choose either side. One side is the man I love and want to spend the rest of my life with. The only man I can see myself having a family with and living the rest of my days with. The other side is a man who I have been friends with for years. Who picked me up when I had no one else. A man who before my fiancee came along fed me in ways that do not need to be repeated. I'm stuck in a crossfire and cant lose neither one of them. But I'm told I must choose. So instead I lie... I shouldn't do that. It goes against my ethics, but I also refuse to be given an ultimatum. I'm allowed to have friends. I'm allowed to have my own life. But why do I feel so s****y about it? Why do I feel as if I'm going under? Someone save me... © 2019 Lilthhh666Reviews
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