Even Angels Kill

A Poem by Lilith Love

Sometimes you make me feel crazy
Like if I walk away from you, I'd die
You take my breath away, but in the most unconventional way
I said I loved you, but you turned away
Saying we need to build up
I know I'm moving to fast, but you took a piece of my heart that day 9th grade
When you left me with words in my mouth that I never got to say till that December day
Years have passed and you're back
You took me by surprise
asked me to be yours
Now it's been 2 months and you keep walking away
I know you don't mean to hurt me, but you do
I don't know why you leave or
Where you go
You left me for a week or two
Without saying goodbye or why
Left me and my heart behind
On the cold floor
After millions of tears and blackened thoughts I finally got back up
But was dying inside
Now you're back and things have changed
Texas, you're torturing me with a beautiful face
A soul darkened but still kind
I need him
Even if I die by his hands