The purpose

The looked at him while I was sleeping. He is hugging me tightly  . I love him so much. He give me warmth, He give me everything I need. This was the feeling I was missing all this life, Know when I have it I'm not able to freely enjoy his love . I know he is worried that so many people will gossip me at work. I softy touched his cold cheek , is that really the only reason  to keep our marriage a secret?. Actually I haven't asked him why we got married the same day we met without even knowing each other.

Oh I think I woke him up. He snugged when I touched his face. He slowly turned towards me and opened his eyes in discomfort. "Are you still awake ?".  What will I say ?

"I'm going to sleep know". I hugged him warmly and covered my face inside his chest. He balance him in his left hand and gave me a intense kiss. I love you so much so  I want to know more about you. Why did you marry me on the day we met ? I want to know everything ? And I know everything will be having a reason and I believe you. 

I kept thinking of this so I was not able to sleep , he softly touched my cheek "Was that not enough for you ?". I'm not that greedy but can I ask this to him know.

"No,  that's not it , I'm ... just cuddling". He kissed my forehead.

"Take as much as you want , but don't take all my precious cuddles. Not everyone gets that ". He teased me. I kicked his stomach pretty hard, he giggled and embraced me.

When I go to take a back rub I always have some troubles and I feel relaxed after the massage. Know also I feel awesome. "Jenna , is there something you are worried about".

"Is that obvious from my body ?". Without even opening my eyes I asked.

"Its a good thing, I can understand your body really well".

I sighed "I'm not good at hiding thing and same with my body ".

"You're very natural......and I think that's really cute." Oh why I feel this is weird. I just opened my eyes to see him way too close to me. He smiled at me . Why is he like this ? This is creepy . But he pressed on my left hand spot calmly, this is so good. I closed my eyes again to feel the massage . 

After a while I went to Jenna's department to see her. "Jenna , I'm so full. I might  fall asleep this afternoon". Who is that ?. Why guys are always taking her away from me ?. I stood right in front of the department so that no one will see me. I just want to see her. 

"Do your work first ". 

"Okay". They came out come from the office . Why are they roaming around now ? Oh they will see me know , I cant hide. I slowly walked towards the lift and they stood behind me. 

Oh , its Carl. He is waiting for the lift. At last I got a chance to see him. He turned towards us. "Hello".

"I didn't see you Mr. Carl, are you back from the sales meeting ?". Why is he questioning me ? Is he my manager or something ? if she wasn't here , I would have asked.

"Oh ,No. Are you back from having lunch ?" A question for another. I know you just wanna play with me. Why am I thinking complicated ? be more matured.

"About that, we just had a dessert together". So he is talking for me to hear right. 

"What, You asked me to have it ".

"Because I just wanted to try it ". I feel uncomfortable standing in front of them. I feel angry , 1,2,3,.... I started to count so that I feel better. 

"You're cute so I just wanted to buy you one". I want to scream she is mine, This guy is .......... why am I not able to ignore this. I'm a professional if I cant do this no one can. 

At last the lift came. I entered the lift . Oh my goodness they are entering with me, I don't want to suffer . I cant endure this, she is my wife. "Jenny , have you been to the restaurant here ?".

"I don't think so". I think he is a bit uncomfortable but I cant do anything because.....

"They are open all night, do you want to go with me ?".

"No, no. I don't want to". I looked at him , he is relieved know I guess.

"Jenny, don't be like this, please come with me. " I'm already at the peak level can  anyone say this guy to just stop. I'm so so annoyed. I closed my eyes to calm myself down.

"Its might be okay for you but not for me ". That's my girl.

"Oh, I didn't mean that. Is  it because you don't like the menu, then we can go to another restaurant". Why is he like that ? Why cant you just give up on her? don't he have self respect ? say no to him Jenna, I prayed. 

"Tell me where is that ". What Jenna you.... You betrayed me, know I'm more annoyed. I should be only one who can hold your hand and should go on dates with. This is so hard for me. This is really too much.