Things are changing

"No"

What? He turned me down, this will be hard for me.

"Tell me that when you really like me." The closeness of us was really making my heart go crazy , " I wouldn't say it.....if I didn't like you " He continue to stare at me, his intense stare was melting me before I would say anything more he came more closer to me and tilted his head and kissed me grabbing my chin upward , that intense peck on my lips already killed me. 

"Its unfair , Jenna, you looking like this" Is it because I opened my eyes while he kissed me .....maybe because of that ..... We smiled at each other . He came closer to me again and I close my eyes to have my first kiss, I preserved my first kiss for him , my husband, my soulmate, I felt his warm lips which rubbed against my lips made butterflies in my stomach . 

" We should go to bed"  and he walked away from me. So it was just a kiss, I wished if it last longer. " Did you just say, it was just a kiss ?" and he came closer to me again I was able to see him abs  more clearly know, and I can feel my heart racing crazily . 

How the heck did he hear that , I vigorously shook my head to say no " No, I didn't."

Wait, wait ......what is he upto,  is he tormenting me ?. 

He changed to his loose cozy grey pajamas with his wet hair and he looked into the mirror and smiled at him. He sat on his soft plushy bed and looked into the order he made on amazon which showed Thank you so much, your order has been processed and smiled cutely . 

Its already dawn and he was packing his bag with his grey which is not perfectly stitched but he still look handsome, because he is my husband, "Good morning" I smiled at him.

"Are you leaving already?" he nodded  

"Then can........"

"It will cause some issues if the office finds out, I'm off then" A small wave of disappointment shadowed my face , I know that , but isn't he playing it too cool. Its like nothing really happened in between us. 

I was already in the office, Ahhh know I should work my a*s out. I already worked for few hours but his words was truly hurtful and made me disappointed. Should I go to the sales department to talk to him , should I  ........... Anyway I'm going there. 

" What do you want to eat ?"a female employee asked to him. Oh no he saw me what an embarrassment , I shouldn't  have come here to talk to him . "Jenna, are you looking for me". What else can I really say I don't know anyone here, I cant deny. I nodded. " Isn't it about the client we met before , the deposit thing right ?, this way please" .  

We went outside he grabbed me opposite to a wall and stared at me intensely again.

Whaa .....what? whats happening know ?................