Jumbled Thoughts of a Broken GirlA Poem by StephanieCouldn't think of a good title.Jumbled Thoughts of a Broken Girl
She doesn't know what to do or what she's supposed to say she thought the pain was over but it grows more and more each day.
Her thoughts throw her into confusion which brings her more pain from visions of her past and the one that makes her sain.
She wears a fake smile to hide her pains from abuse physical and emotional blows and men taking her for their use.
That's the life she's grown to know it's all led to her depression and sadness as blood spills down her wrists all she wants is to escape this madness.
She's come so far and escaped her hell but all this changed her she became a lifeless shell.
As time passed on the bruises on her body healed but the emotional blows tore at her breaking down her shield.
Lost in the darkness consumed by all her pain she's broken and alone living in doubt and shame.
Losing all her faith tears falling from her eyes a light began to gleam through the darkness someone finally heard her cries.
His eyes full of love his past full of hate he pulled her from the darkness to save her from her fate.
His words were so gentle and kind as he spoke of such pure love entranced by his words she fell for this angel from above.
Within his arms she felt complete with his love, all her demons she could defeat.
Her broken little heart taped back together he promised his love for her would last forever and ever.
But the closer they got the more was revealed all the secrets of his past it all was unveiled.
His past full of drinking and partying with some w****s smoking with his friends strip clubs and sex and so much more.
A popular jock a jerk full of hate all this scared me was he really my soul mate?
Head full of confusion heart full of pain he reassured me he was different now and he'd done all that in vain.
Sometimes I still see the jerkness of his past his impatience and anger it would come and go so fast.
I worry and I fear that he'll be sucked back in his past get drunk and party more and I'd lose all the love I had grasped.
He frightens yet pulls me in sometimes I feel like a disgrace but other times I feel so loved when he's romantic and we embrace.
With so much confusion I must look deep within my heart so true to find what she is feeling and what I feel is love for you.
I'll never lose faith that he'll forever change with talks of our future our hearts we have exchanged.
For I have never loved anyone as much as I love him and I believe our love for each other can stop him from his sins.
Two souls entwined as one brought together by fate can save the other from the world with hope and love instilled in the hearts of these soul mates.
Stephanie Guerrero © 2008 StephanieAuthor's Note
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1 Review Added on February 21, 2008 AuthorStephaniePlainfield, ILAboutI'm 18, go to Joliet Junior College majoring in Psychology and minoring in Music. I love singing, reading, writing poems, dancing, and being with Andrew and friends. more..Writing
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