Loosing a loved one

What happens when someone dies before u actually know

Gn my sweet prince and princesses
To the moon i stare at while i lye awake
Pondering life and my fate
The way the world turns so slow but life moves so fast
I lye here wandering how it started to how it ends
The smile that slides across my face exposing my cheeks
The tears i cried as they run down my skin dripping on to my clothing as if they were towels to dry myself off with
I fee pain inside of my body yet im healthy
Im asked by most if my smile is fake yet it seems when its real they always ask anyway
People worry nd beg me not to leave
But when it comes time they wont know the subtle silence will fill my room like air but the happiness around me will keep moving forward as if i havent left anyway

The true pain u or i will have
Is not knowing whether they have passed
Or just left for the day
Will we ever know
Or do we even care

A hush a bye lullaby softly playing in my head as the light from above me slowly gets brighter i softly close my eyes with one final smile as peace is brought upon this world

The subtle shock will fill our bodies like the blood running thru our veins

We move on

We move closer

We move....

Apart