Trigger me insane

A Poem by Denver T.

Depression, anxiety, anger, loneliness

I need pills for my therapy
A gun to separate me from my anxiety
I switch to my favorite song
Turn out the lights and wait till its on
Sing softly to the melody
Smoke rolls from my mouth as the ice in my jack runs out
Take a final breath

Take it. Take it! TAKE it. I SAID TAKE IT
DAMN! *gunshot sound*

Separate me from the life i live
Take me down to the old red bridge
Where I suffocated myself for being to scared to jump as a kid
I live for my depression
So why not take it...

That last smoke that rolls from my breath...
That last sip from my cup...
That one bullet...
Trigger...