Journal #2 free write "Strength is within me"

I look into the mirror

and all i see is ugly.

Even if my reflection didn't show.

i can still feel the pain.

Nothing can save me from the evil.

It has taken over my body

My mind, My soul.

It has chanced my feelings.

No thinking with no end goal.

it has shown me whats.

Good and the bad.

The thing.

So kind but so cruel.

Tortures me with my.

own hands.

The thing.

is me.

I am my own worst enemy

I have to push on.

For myself for my friends.

If i don't it soon will be the end.

My will is strong

My courage is mighty

This will not be the end

It will not triumph me.

In the end i will,

Always know,

Relapses is apart

of a greater recovery.