Why am I even still here?

I don't know...

Why am I even still here?
I keep looking into the mirror
There is more disappointment to appear.
Anybody foolish enough wouldn't want to see clearer...
The pain I must cause my family for being myself
The humility I have because I'll never be up to their expectations...
What does one do when one hurts oneself?
I can only see myself living in a wrong direction.
When shall the pain end?
Knowing I'll never be perfect.
"Why can't you be like your friend?"
When will someone tell me I'm worth it?
How would they feel knowing you're hurting?
How could they know you've been crying?
Wipe away those tears you've been spurting,
Why can't they notice that you're trying?
When I look into the mirror I'm not who I want to be...
When I look into the mirror I'm not what I want to see...
Why am I still even here?
When I look into the mirror,
The tears then appear...