Nothingness

Ravage me,
Brutalize me,
Tear me open,
Savage that you are.

Wash me in your despair,
Submerge me,
Drown me completely, let me not breathe,
Twisted that you are.

The pain...wonderful!
Drink the brew I concoct,
Even as I wither, you in ecstasy shiver,
Savor my pain, as I suffer,
Barbarian that you are.

Plague me, Strike me, Clutch me tightly, Let me not go,
Enjoy it all, the despair, the tragedy, the confusion, the hopelessness,
Sip on my downfall,
Even as you,
Gaze at my depravity.
Take it all in, even as you,
Delight in my downfall.