From time to time, I find myself wondering away from god. I can't always comprehend everything. It hurts so I blame it on God. I ask him why and when his answer isn't evident, I fall. But I love God.
Thank You God
Thank You God for all the pain and Hatred within us As we roam the world Never knowing when it will all end, yet Knowing that there will always be an end
You say you love us and you Offer eternal life for those who Undoubtedly accept you as our saver
God, what if I follow you Only to fall down to the Devil's hands when I can't find you?
I think all believers have felt like this, wondering why things happen the way they do, but God is with you during all the times you struggle and in all the times you doubt. I have experienced times of feeling like I am drifting away from God, the only thing that solves this is reading the Bible and praying for His help because I cannot do anything without His strength! The Bible is literally a healing balm for our hearts.
You write what most would not commit to record - doubt and inklings of wanting to believe in God. Not sure what to make of your last line, but it is thought-provoking indeed. I feel that you are leaving your options open with the ... that there is more to come. Keep writing, Ciara, your love for God is deep within wanting to come out, perhaps in poetry.