3am thoughts

Do you think of me?
Like I think of you.
Do you regret me like I regret you?
Probably not in the same way
Because I wanted you but you didn't
You asked me to stay never to commit
It was never a balance so i walked away
I refused to be your back up
That's what I was, right?
A solid ground you wanted to land on
But you weren't for me, I just wanted you with all my being
Your smell, your touch, your smile consumed me and I couldn't help it
You were a rocky boat for me, never a solid ground
A choice I know I shouldn't make if to be wise
But I still did because I wanted you
But you didn't, not then, not when i needed you to
In hindsight, I could only thank the universe
Good riddance I say, it would have been awful
I loved you much more than you deserved
I loved you when you had nothing to offer
But I still think of you and it angers me because
you probably don't but do you?
Do you think of me? And regret me?
Did you love me even a little bit?
Did you want me even a little bit?
Do you regret me.....even a little bit?