Chapter 1

  Fourteen is the age where girls start worrying about boys, their hair, who their friends are, and if they are popular or not. They also worry about whos party to go to; not me. I worry about living. I'll wake up every morning and thank god that i'm still here. I don't have any friends and never have. Dave didn't put me in school, because he thought that I would tell on him. I'm 5ft 4in tall. I have long brown hair that falls to my mid back. I have greyish-blue eyes that are full of sadness. Dave tells me that people compliment the picture of me that he has on his desk and says that i'm beautiful, but I don't think I am.

          I woke up the next morning and went downstairs. There was a note on the kitchen table telling me to clean house, because Dave was having company over for supper. I went to the cabinet under the sink and grabbed my all-purpose cleaner. I wiped off the table, swept the floor, cleaned the fridge (inside and out) , did the dishes and wiped off the counters that only took about half an hour seeing as the fridge was a mess. When I was done I moved on to the living room all I had to do there was dust the entertainment center and vaccum the floor. Next was the bathroom which only took me 10 minutes, because I had cleaned it the night before. Mine and Daves' rooms were clean so I didn't have to do them. I got done at 12:30 and watched tv to pass the time. Before I knew it it was 5:00 I jumped up and started making supper.

            Dave got home around 6:00 and told me to get dressed. I went upstairs and grabbed the first I could find and of course it had to be my black mini skirt. I put it on with a neon green tank top that was more like a bra than a tank top with how short it was. I went downstairs and finished making supper. Dave went upstairs to get dressed. The doorbell rang right after he went upstairs. I opened the door and saw a guy that I wish was dead. I started backing up and he came after me. He pinned me up against the wall and started kissing me. He stuck his finger under my skirt and in my panties he started fingering me moaning against my mouth. When he heard the stairs creak he moved away from me and licked his fingers and shut the door. "I'm not finished with you", he whispered before walking into the living room where Dave was. Supper was done at 7:00 and I set the table. I went to the living room, but stopped when I heard them talking. I listened for a little while Chad Dave's friend was talking about how grown up i am and how much i've filled out since he last saw me. I didn't want to hear Daves reply so I interrupted. "It's time to eat", I said walking into the room. I knew that Chad was staring at my body and it made me feel uncomfortable, but I couldn't say anything. I went back to the kitchen Dave and Chad following me. We ate in silence Chad kept stealing glances at me. When we were done Dave took me off to the side and explained that Chad was going to be living with us for a while. My heart sunk even lower than what it was. I felt stupid I asked Dave where Chad would be sleeping, becuase it was obvious that it would be with me. I went back into the kitchen and cleared the table. I did the dishes and then went to my room. I changed into my pajamas and then and lay down. I heard the door open and Chad came in. He laid down next to me. For awhile he just lay there not moving or anything and I thought that he was sleeping. As soon as I closed my eyes his hand went down my shorts. He pulled his hand put and pulled my shorts off. Roughly he grabbed my shoulder and  pulled me onto my back. With one hand he started taking my panties off. With the other he took my shirt off. When he successfully got my shirt and panties off he started taking my bra off. When my clothes were off he stood up and took his off. When his clothes were off he jumped back on my bed and started licking my p***y. When he was done he came up to my breast and started sucking on them. I was crying hysterically begging him to stop, but it made him more determined. He went down again and strated fingering me moaning as he did. He went slow at first but got faster when he was done with that he took his dick and postioned himself at my hole. He pushed it in roughly going slow at first like he did with his finger and getting faster finally he was done and let me get dressed and go to bed.

          The next morning I woke up and sensed somebody next to me. When I looked over I noticed that the guy was naked. It took everything in me not to scream. When I looked over again I saw that it was Chad and all the memories of last night came flooding back to me. I jumped out of bed and ran to the bathroom. I stripped and jumped into the shower and scrubbed myself clean. When I got out I was damn near as red as a tomato. I walked over to the dryer and pulled out the first pair of my clothes that I grabbed. I walked into the living room and sat down. Ten minutes later Cahd came downstairs fully dressed and told me he had to work. When I heard his car leave the driveway I was finally able to relax