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Depression the worst feeling in the world.

How can I describe it really imagine getting everything sucked out of you by a vacuum. You cry for unknown reasons and you are in pain it hurts to even get out of bed.

Some people gorge when there depressed I however cannot eat because we e I have no energy for it I lack any motivation to eat get dressed or anything it's as if all the light has went out.

You feel like you are worthless at least I do, I cannot tell you the next person's feelings. Have I thought of suicide yes actually it's a factor when I'm low but I don't because I use whatever strength I have to bring a smile to my face and get through that day.

This is the worst phase in bipolar one minute you were on cloud nine now you are crashing to earth. I have never felt in so much pain but I know its not going to always be there.

Medication can help but this still happens but it can take the severity off. I have seen my own family cancel plans because of it because it hurts to move and you don't know why you should get out of bed. I once even sat in the shower and almost not got up but I use my inner strength to go to the next day


I have to say a strong person can be defined in many ways but imagine you're staring at a razor and you know how to but you don't because there's that one sliver of voice saying go to tomorrow.