MomA Poem by Kamari'sPlease read this with with an open mindMom I do not know what to say to you. You were widowed at 25 and left to raise me then you were beaten , while raising all three of us you got drug free and continued to raise us on your own all I can say is you are strong and thought me to survive. Mom you also let a man make me raise two children at the age of 8, you use to give me nightmares of the day you would not wake up from your xenax slumber. A grandmother and aunt helped raise me and the kids, you let a man inside of our home and destroy it , you dumped him but you still got drunk and laid hands on me , you still rely on me to tke care of the children yet get onto me when all i do is stay insde. Mom you have hurt me the worst yet loved me the most but when i leave i doubt i will ever come back unless it is for the kids. Mom i do not knw what to say to you i want to hate, love, nd hurt you like you hurt me but i realize if i made it this far i can make it a little longer until im free then i can say goodbye and goodluck to the kids when they are left to you. Mom you raised me in a broken home and hurt me so much yet I love you for you are the only parent i got and tge only one i can somewhat trust yet i dream of the day i walk away from you and say goodbye and you alread taught me how to survive the worst. I will be alright and ironicly i have you to thank for that. Mom thank you for what you have done for it makes me the woman i am today Mom I always will love you.
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2 Reviews Added on June 21, 2014 Last Updated on June 21, 2014 AuthorKamari'sBay, ARAboutI come from a small town in Arkansas , I have always been different hardly an men flirt with me because I guess I'm too driven or I'm too weird. I love to read, draw, paint, and write my favorite pain.. more..Writing
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