Can't Live Without Him...

I made a huge mistake. I hurt the person who I treasure the most to the point where I almost lost him. I cannot allow this to happen ever ever again. My heart would shatter...

Locked in theses walls that I have built around myself...

Crying crimson tears for the sins I've commited...

I hurt him...

To atone for this, I must change myself...

I must not lose this last chance!

I must fight my inner self...

Defeat it so that I may change...

He has never once hurt me as deeply as I hurt him.

I do not deserve the kindness he is showing me.

Yet I cannot help but to accept it.

I love him...

It makes me a tad selfish...

I'll not let him go...

I will hold on with all of my strength!

This love we have will not die!

It will burn out the bad in me, leaving only pure white behind.

I'll become an angel again and fly on my new wings into his waiting heart.

It's all up to me!

He is behind me, always cheering me on.

If we lose each other, it would kill both of us!

So we must not. 

I love you, dearest one...

And I always will...

Author's Note

ummm...this is an apology to my boyfriend. Please be kind! ><

Reviews

[Brittany DeFranco]

I love it, I hope you and your boyfriend make up....or had, seeing that you made this a week or so ago. But anyways many people feel the way you do and I hope that they can exprese it the way you do. Keep writing and I hope to read some more
Thanks for the review by the way.

[Jason]

humble...and brilliant. speaks wonders about the person you are. I loved the flow and honesty of it all....great work!

[~*~Peace Keeper~*~]

I like this...it is very heartfelt.
Great Job