Summer Love (ish)

Last letter to my Taurus.

Thank you, time and time again,

for everything.

I went back to the city 

thinking this was gonna be 

the dullest summer ever,

until you came along.

You should know that

I have never been this happy

in the longest time

And I owe most of it to you

I may not be very vocal about it,

But I appreciate all the little things you did,

From getting up in the morning

to send me morning texts

only to go back to sleep right after,

Calling me in your attempt

to wake me up for morning prayer, 

Athough I never did, 

yet you still went on anyway,

Having me for a guardian,

and caring for me 

in the most subtle way possible.

I never thought I could be this comfortable

with someone I barely know.

Must be a Taurus-Cancer thing.

We have so many things in common.

We can laugh at the same jokes,

listen to the same music, 

and talk about anything under the sun.

We are so compatible

that it scares me it might lead 

to something deeper, 

and I can't let that happen.

I think you know why. 

But, all good things must come to an end.

I wish I could be brave,

and not let my fears and past issues

get the best of me,

But we both know it's the right thing to do.

We may never go back to where we left off

but please do know that I'll never stop caring for you

I'm your guardian, your angel and your drug.

Ending this before it even begins 

must be one of the most stupid decisions I've ever made, 

but it's for own good. 

I don't have the right words for it, 

But you're an amazing person.

My heart's been shattered many times,

but you picked up the pieces.

I can't thank you enough.