Heart Concern (Don't Know What Else to Call It)

Another spontaneous gloom moment.....

How can I say what's on my mind

When gray clouds have blocked my view?

How can I express this numbness

While in spontaneous gloom?

This sudden feeling came like a thief

Into my mind and heart,

Silently taking root within.

Only now did I start

To realize what it had done.

It's too late to remove it.

It comes and goes when it pleases,

This feeling that is nameless.

It has no label,

It has no description.

Just the keys to my heart,

The password encryption

To come in and shut me down.

Should I start to worry?

Should I try to fight it?

No.  I'll just let it be.

Perhaps it's worry months overdue,

Perhaps it really is random.

Perhaps it's but a passing visitor

Seeking shelter within.

Whatever it is, I may let it stay.

Perhaps sleep shall repel it.

Maybe emotions shall return

That is, if “nameless” permits.

Author's Note

Literally just wrote this in maybe five to ten minutes. Constructive criticism is still appreciated, though. Thanks in advance. Jesus loves you <3