I gave in to Love (Romance)

A girl gives in to her feelings against her better judgement, when the handsome enemy has her choose.

‘’Sander, stop!’’ I breathed heavily, trying to get out of his tight grasp. He had me pushed up against the wall, his stormy grey eyes fixated on mine. I bit my lip, trying to figure out a way to escape. There was no denying I was loving this position and the way he was looking at me, but I was scared. Not of Sander, but of the way I felt around him. I felt vulnerable, open and that was never good when you were around a Wesley. Sander Wesley looked down at my lips, which I was still biting, and his eyes visibly darkened. S**t.

‘’Ava,’’ he breathed, his eyes returning to mine. ‘’Tell me to stop, if you hate it so much. Tell me you hate me, tell me you hate this. If you really mean it, look me in the eye and say you don’t want this.’’

My insides churned. No. He wasn’t asking me to do this. I knew the answer I ought to give, but I hadn’t thought about the answer I wanted to give. Somehow I had the feeling it was distinctly different from the answer I ought to give.

‘’I…’’ I started, looking down. I felt two fingers under my chin, as Sander firmly raised it so I was looking straight into his eyes.

‘’Look me in the eyes and say it,’’ he almost hissed. His eyes were storming. Literally. Different clouds of grey seemed to actually move, showing specks of silver. 

‘’I don’t…’’ I swallowed, distracted by the expression in his eyes.

‘’I…’’ I stammered, trying to pick up my words. ‘’I…’’

Before I knew it, Sander was leaning closer. ‘’Say it,’’ he hissed. ‘’Say you want me to go, say you never want to see me again.’’

‘’I don’t want that,’’ I breathed, giving in to everything that had been  pulling me closer to Sander ever since the day I met him. ‘’I don’t want you to leave, I want this.’’

Sander looked taken aback. I knew he hadn’t been expecting this. Then his eyes lit up, the storm clouds in his eyes drawing together to a dazzling shade of silvery grey. He leaned even closer, and I felt his warm breath passing my lips. I involuntarily sighed, and closed my eyes as his lips finally reached mine, slowly and tenderly.

His arms slipped around my waist, pulling me away from the wall. I lifted my arms and circled them around his neck, one hand buried in his hair. He softly bit my lower lip, asking for permission and I teased him a while longer, keeping my lips together. Then I slowly parted my lips, granting him entrance. I softly moaned as our tongues entwined and he pressed me closer to him. I belonged here, I belonged with him, and I didn’t care a damn what other people thought about it. 

Author's Note

Well... I wrote my first kissing scene... I hope it's alright! Please let me know what you thought!! ;)

Reviews

[Adelle]

How hot! I really like it, but I felt like i was inside fifty shades and not in a good way, meaning you could try to be more original :) Ava = Anna haha! Besides that it was super entertaining and I can´t believe it´s your first kissing scene cause you nailed it ;)

[Cass Morgan]

Very steamy scene. Nice portraying of Ava's struggle between what she wants and what she ought to do. I'm in love with Sander already :D

[Lexie Dunham]

Thank you so much for reviewing! Glad you liked it!