Redemption

I want to be stabbed

A knife thrust into my gut

Only once or twice, no need to worry

A different kind of penetration

Will it feel different?

Hurt more or less than my fall from grace?

I never asked to fall

Truly, I never did!

I was pushed from the heavens above

And never once tried to save myself

Stab me

I'll bleed again

This time I'll fight back

Take the knife from those hands

And turn the blade back round on my assailant

Thise pent up rage I've carried since 15

Will bleed out with me

Overflow like the gushing throat I'll slash

We'll die together in matching red pools

But I will have finally won

I want to be stabbed