i appreciate the brutal honesty of this piece. you'll never be happy with this kind of relationship. you deserve someone who loves you for you and someone to love back but that can be hard to find and takes time. otherwise you get what you describe here. a woman shouldn't be a cum dumpster. i understand about being lonely. i pray that you find what makes you happy ... :)
Posted 5 Years Ago
5 Years Ago
The person I wrote this poem about has since left me and found a girl they love, which is kind of bi.. read moreThe person I wrote this poem about has since left me and found a girl they love, which is kind of bittersweet for me. I miss him, because I had real feelings about him, but it also gives me hope that I'll be able to find that one day too.
Lexi - it sounds like the two of you are using each other. Surely you must know, by now, that he sees you as an "easy lay". He gets his off and I imagine he could care less if you do. Is this what you want? If what you say you want in your profile is true, is it worth the risk to possibly ruin your life for the transient pleasure he provides? I'm writing this as the father of two daughters. I can only be honest when I express my opinions, perhaps you might reconsider your request for being my friend. If you don't mind honesty then I answer YES to your request.
Posted 6 Years Ago
6 Years Ago
I know he's using me, and I know I'm using him to a point just so I can pretend someone gives a s**t.. read moreI know he's using me, and I know I'm using him to a point just so I can pretend someone gives a s**t, and yes, I know it's not smart. I actually really appreciate your concern and your honesty, it means a lot that a complete stranger would leave such a comment. I expect that sort of response from my friends that also have accounts on here, but I didn't expect someone I don't know to express such concern. I should stop what I'm doing, and I know it. He isn't worth anything, I'm just lonely. I know that isn't a reasonable excuse, but it's all I have. He's already told me he doesn't want anything else to do with me beyond friendship anymore, so it'll stop whether I want it to or not.