Ghost In My Memories

Can someone help me forget

Went to the grocery store
Saw your note on my notebook
Didn't knew it ever existed
Didn't knew fate was so twisted

But why now? Why now, when I'm already fine
I'm already fine without you! Why?
Why did fate let me see this?
How. can I stop my falling tears

My hands are shakin'
My heart is tearin'
My whole bodies shrinkin'
Please, please take this gruesome feeling!

Breathing heavily
I feel so numb
I wanted to run!
But where?????

Where? Now that you're gone
Now that my guard is down
How can I get up and fight
Fight and kill this ghost in my memories.

You killed me, what was I supposed to?
I can't even tell you what's on my mind anymore
I couldn't be free when I'm with you
I'm a prisoner nothing more, nothing less

Now that I've broken your chain
You'd say that I've tortured you for changing?
You! tortured me for wanting you
When I needed someone to talk to

So why am I feeling this way?
Why can't I stop from crying?
Why is my heart crushed into pieces?
And why do I still have you on my mind?

Reviews

[Najam Us Saher]

You express your emotions really well. Heart touching words.