NUMB

Obviously you hated me

After all that I’ve said to you

You’ve been so cold, yes indeed

How could I, wonder too

No hugs, No touch, No kiss

Calling your name is a crime

Just what else could I’ve miss

When all is a trembling goodbye

But this seems so odd,

Sadness, loneliness and regret

I feel none, I feel numb

But why, my one and only friend?

Who would have thought that this day will come?

When I’ve finally let go of the chain we’ve bond

Who would have thought that instead of tears I’d have a smile?

Cause I’m finally free from this prison of love

Still I wouldn’t want to lose you as my friend

That’s why up until now I have been trying

To fix the misunderstanding that we’ve had

Even though you’re pushing me away real hard

This might be the part that hurts

Coz you’re throwing our friendship

I just try to smile in front of you

But you have always been my treasure

Yes this seems so odd,

Smile, laughs and freedom

Yet I feel rejected again and numb

But why, my one and only friend?

Who would have thought that this day will come?

That losing a friend makes me wallow in sorrow

Who would have thought I’ve even care about being alone

When from the start I have always been on my own

Oh, love comes in different sizes

And oh, mine is just complicated

I want you but I don’t want to

How hard can that be?