Ending.

I saw you today.

You were within reach again, unlike yesterday.

When we gazed into each others eyes, nothing felt like it could go wrong.

Like my twisted stomach had those millions of butterflies had reappeared.

Just like a school girl crush.

But I cried in your arms.

When I'm with you, I am strong, but I am weak.

Only to show that I'm not as big and bad as I thought I was.

That was the end to my dream, until that one day when I find myself and find you again.

 

Today, I saw you with her.

There's nothing to be jealous about her since she's just a friend.

But it just hurt you know?

Seeing you with her.

Knowing that she makes you smile with her hyperness and laughter.

You are right, she is cute and I know there is a spark between you guys.

You like her, it's pretty obvious even to the most love blind person.

I was dying inside.

I know you hugged her like you did with me before.

All I can do is have self pity.

I had you and I lost you.

All I can do it try to trust myself again.

The only way I can do that is to feel the pain and sorrow of realizing my mistakes.

 

Even if you will be with her or someone else.

You will always have my heart and someday you can trust me again.

 

 

Author's Note

I'm new at this. Sorry if it confusing in anyway.