To My Friends

My twentieth poem...

It's getting harder to pretend,
As if we're still friends,
When it's clear to us,
We both lost our trust.

I know I was wrong,
I've known this for so long,
But you can never see,
The true side of me.

This is our last goodbye,
Because I can no longer lie,
I know what this really is,
When I was thrown out of the list.