Identity

I'm a Fraud...

I don't have anything that defines me

I don't belong with any group of people

A huge disconnect between the world & I...

Often confused whenever the world reacts to something mundane

And often finding myself the only person that's concerned with the "bigger picture"

I claim to love music

R'n'B & Rap being my favourites

And yet it's extremely difficult for me to listen to an album now

Usually I just repeat the music I've heard before

Rarely trying out new artists or new songs from artists I know

I claim to love anime

Neon Genesis & other dark themed genres touch my heart so often

Yet I never try to read any manga-

Only watching subbed versions but constantly pausing the video just to read the subtitles

Finding myself honestly grossed out by weebs

To any person these things may seem trivial

But all these thing make me realize I don't have an identity

I'm unaware of who I am

Experiencing a quarter life crisis since I was young

So many years have passed and I still haven't found a solution

So much time has passed and yet I still haven't followed up on any of my decisions