I was heartbroken

In a moment of heartbreak I felt the need to write from the depth of my heart

Into The Shadows.
My foe dragged me into darkness and hatred.
I've searched in vein to find light.
But I could never find it.
I hoped that this pain would end, but it never did.
I sat and thought about my foe's weaknesses, his weakness was being wrong.
I used that against him, and he ran far away.
I found my way out of darkness into light.
I've gone into the shadows.....
I've lost who I am, what I used to be.
I hate the person I am now, I haven't been able to breath.
I've had pressure over these last 2 years, and I'm done.
I've fallen into dark, I've had no light to see or breath in.
I've broken down.
Felt like no one cared.
I'm starting to believe what my heart told me, to just give up,
but my instinct won't let me give up.
I've been alerted on what will happen next, I know what will happen next.
Letting go.
I've gone deeper into the shadows.....
There's a side of me that my foe doesn't know, that I wish he knew...
I wish I could breath, but I've gotten closer to the point where I won't see a star in the sky again, the point where I can't breath, or see anything ever again.
I've gone into no shadow...
I've gone into pitch black.
So cold and lonely, help help get me out!
There was no one to save me...
I have to give up hope of trying to find light.
I just kept falling deeper and deeper into shadows while I was having hope, not even noticing how deep I've fallen.
I've become a dark shadow,
that can't be shown it's to dark to see who I really am, and what I used to be...
Within the shadows.
A lonely, dark, cold place were I can't feel emotions or even feel my own heart beating.
I miss light a warm sunny place.
I still have the slightest bit of hope I will get into light.
The hope I have is dull, I can barley feel it.
I've turned my emotions not all the way off but enough to where I can have the slightest bit of hope.
Ghost of you.
There is a good side and and evil...
I have evil.
I am the doppelganger.
My loving side was a broken heart, and that went into the shadows.
I sacrificed my good for evil just to get my foe.
That's how I came to be all evil.
I regret going evil.
It wasn't worth it but this is who I am, what I will be.
Letting sunlight go.
I need to let go. 
I can't let anything get in my way. 
I need to let all my emotions on my foe leave me.
I need to seek happiness, but it is impossible. 
I've been poisoned. 
I'm about to freeze in this dark hole he dragged me into.
There's no one to hear my screams and cries. 
I've gone to deep into the shadows.
I've become a shadow.
If I showed my face into light I would burn because it's so bright. 
I've been into the shadows to long.
If I seek light I will melt into tears and ashes because shadows are supposed to stay shadows.