scars

I'm sitting here in the center of my bed
tears running down my face
all i can see is a blur
i feel as if my world is spinning
spinning out of control
so many things run through my mind
mostly all i can think of
is all the times you hurt me
the things you've done
always saying you'll never hurt me
you've done things you should've not done
i was just a kid,
a young girl
and you
an old nasty man
how could you,
how could she,
my own grandmother,
i thought you loved me,
but i was simply mislead
theres no way you could have
even haved cared about me
you say you do,
how could you say
you care and take his side
this man who hurt me so much
no matter what i say
you'll always believe him
for some reason i will
never know or understand,
but thats fine go ahead
take him,
theres nothing else either of you can do
to hurt me,
never will i be able to forget this
but i know what happened
was wrong but not my fault,
i'll be scarred
but so will you,
you'll have him
but never again will you have me
never again!

 

Reviews

[Hello, Goodbye]

Strong words of pain expressed in honesty.. I cant really say 'great' or 'good job' but I can say that it shows great personal strength and that your words are powerful. Takes courage to leave a piece of ones' soul inside of words, you should be proud.