SecretA Poem by Leah EverettIf I tell you a secret, Will you keep it to yourself? Or will you scream and tell the world What I'm all about? Sorry if I'm untrusting, And if I jump the gun. It's part of who I've met And part of what I've done. Not just that, I'm insecure, And pretty lonely too. The world just smile their sleep away When I'm alone and blue. I carry so much guilt I wish I never caused My conscience spitting memories Flaming from it's jaws. I wish I could say sorry And morph the wrongs to right I wish I could undo myself And stop my only light. I'm really, really frightened. Way deep down and buried, A tiny tremor lies A result of all I've carried. There is one I can love and trust But they're kept so far away From this monster people see me as And all I die to say. The killer of them all A heart tearing depression Contusion hides inside of me Acting is my profession. And it's friend the stress, Is screaming through my grins Clawing, and thumping and cutting right through My frail and beaten limbs. I'm unwell and I'm breaking I'm icy and I'm restless From laying under frostbite Of an ache that leaves me breathless. I wish I didn't cry at night And feel like filth and dirt But I cannot stop the tears When I remember all the hurt. And all these tiny stitches Have formed the mask I've worn This mask I wear from day to day Is desperate to be torn. So please please please, I beg of you to look and turn around And watch me very closely Within my smile is a frown. I need someone to care I need someone to hold The aching which is hidden Is the secret I've just told. © 2011 Leah Everett |
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Added on April 4, 2011 Last Updated on April 4, 2011 Author
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