Mr.Smiley

Do you ever miss it?

The shattering echo of destruction?

Do you ever wish to walk the same path that drove you to your breaking point?

It was addicting...wasn't it?

Sometimes I miss it, the late night spirals then the morning text for forgiveness.

Mr.smiley misses it too, I know they still think about it whenever my name pops up.

Sometimes I like knowing it hurts them and other times I wish to soothe their wounds. 

I know I can't go back yet it pulls, the tether tears and snaps. 

It hurts, it hurts oh so bad but it makes me smile. Mr.Smiley likes it too. 

Tell me Mr.Smiley, do you miss me...like I miss you?