i still

its just some thoughts that are ...beating me up from inside.

i just....dont...get it.

what happened?

 

i mean... i still like you. more than like.

i still get butterflies when i am with you.

when i even THINK about being with you.

 

i want a day where it is all about us. just you and me

maybe then you'd realize that you dont want it to end.

 

i remember in the beginning...you promised me you'd be more open. and honest.

so why not now? why did i practically have to drag any of this out of you.

 

why did you move away from me

why didnt  you ...

 

i just dont get it.

 

i NEVER stopped liking you. i tried. and there were other guys..the whole time. but it was always you. always.

so how can you just stop liking me in 2 seconds.

 

i'm not something you can just try. and see how it is.

 

i'm in love with you and the only thing you could think of doing is actually letting me go to sleep mad and upset.

 

well i couldnt sleep.

i was up trying to figure out what the hell is wrong with me.

and why i'm not good enough.

 

what happened to "you are absolutely beautiful. and the best part is that youre mine."

 

what about "i know we can make this work. because i want it to."

 

how did you just f*****g GIVE UP!!!

 

i'm not okay with this. i am NOT okay with THIS.

 

so just tell me what you want. because i know what i want.

 

 

 

 

Reviews

[Lexy]

As much as I like this poem, I don't think that "i still" is the right title for this, though I can see where you got it. You didn't put a notice, but don't forget to capitalize after the periods.