I'm Sorry

I'm sorry

I wish that we could just drop it and leave it here

Long forgotten

The long cold nights, thinking of what I've done

I'm sorry

I am not one for crying

But my face is wet when I wake up

I can not express my feelings into words

I am alone,

Always causing pain

I wish I was understood

I am going insane

When I go to sleep, I fear that I shall not wake

When I see strangers, I see possible targets to hurt

When I see my friends, I become insanely insecure

I'm sorry.

I'm sorry Callin.

I'm sorry.