Gabriel and Hope

My characters mirror what i am not willing to admit to myself.They are parts of me that would scare away most people.

My heart beats In time to her unsteady steps
For the first time in my existence i am alive
Her tears are something i can touch and cherish
Her hands are something that belong in mine
I can hold her and tell her that i love her
But that voice always comes back
The little monster that stole everything
My brother
His jealousy and rage tore away my power
My wings
Can Hope ever love a hollow shell
Her snow hair and midnight eyes
reminders of what was once mine

No longer confined to that chair of mine
i take my first steps
The man who was once an angel in my head
Has a heart beat
I can feel it right next to mine
I feel the pavement under my feet
I can feel my legs supporting my body
I am free to walk, run and love
The love in my heart can finally spill
Just yesterday i thought i was crazy
I now know that my mind was guarding an angel
Gabriel caresses my cheek
Like my tears are crystals
He holds my hands
Like they are glass
Yet i feel an evil
Pulling my heart closer to his
And deep down i am fighting
Screaming and kicking
So that i can tell him that i love him
And know that it's me making my mouth form the words
I am trapped in a cage
Inside my self
So
Our Love was never real

I can see her
Fighting
It's in her eyes
There is hate there too
Is it for me
Or is it for the thing that makes me touch her
I hate my hands because they touch her as a slave
They contaminate what is our alone
And make it a poison
That will kill her later
Brother
what has your envy done to me now?

Author's Note

this is based off two characters from a book i am currently writing called "Hopes Arch angel" Gabriel is an angel that Avaria, an evil spirit trapped with in earth, has planted into the head of Hope. Hope is an angel princess, Trapped on earth. When she unknowingly frees Gabriel from her head, she makes avarias influence over him stronger, Avaria , to make a long story short, Makes them love each other, and then hate each other, So she can use hope and Gabriels combined power to get Gabriels jealous brother, Who imprisoned her, to release her so she can the be free to love him.It is a confusing story but a good one.