I am me

I am the one you call at the end of the day,

The one that you need to help ease away your pain.

The one that you call in the middle of the night..

Your pissed,  you got into a fight.

The one person you choose to ignore,

And when I told you,

Your heart sank to the floor.

Don't you see- I am a woman with needs,

Cupid has shot his broken arrow into my heart,

And everything that I feel lies dormant...

Hidden away- Hiding- Anticipating- Waiting for the day...

When you see...

That the perfection that you seek...

Is hidden inside of me.

I listen-

I care-

And when you need someone you know I will be there,

But how much longer must I endure,

A life where my love has chosen to be ignored.

So I speak my peace,

Spoken the words that you don't see,

And I am sad to say,

That the shoulder you need is going away.

Not as in 'Farewell' or 'Goodbye'...

But gone- Until you can see the love for you that I hold inside.

I'm everything their not,

I'm 'Fun' I'm 'Exciting'

Reserved, yet outgoing...

If its brains you seek,

Well then pick mines apart,

If its sex you need...

.. You felt me cumming..

I have chosen not to be your "mother"

And refused to be treated as though I were your brother.

Theirs so much more to be see in me,

Then what I have given-

I am opening.

I am trying to show you the person I am,

Its just sad to say, You just don't understand.

Everytime I hear your voice,

Feel your touch,

Look into your eyes-

I am given the utter exuberance of inspriration,

To continue being the amazing white light... Shinning bright in your life.

I am ME!

A perfected imperfection,

Formed yet not conformed by the hands that doubted me.

ME! Has over come, gone threw- Faced my fears,

Stood inthe shadows of adversity...

And humbly bowed-

But never giving them the power... Over me.

And I stand here,

Restless...

On edge...

Waiting in anticipation,

Not for the reaction spoken by your words,

But by the emotions I see in your eyes.

And I graciously stand here,

I patiently wait- for the day when you realize,

That I am all that you need.