Crying Alone

Feeling alone with no where to turn because my best friend is gone now.

I take these pills to help me sleep at night
Hoping to get rid of these memories of you
I grab my pillow tight
Sobbing inside, I know we are through
You gave me a reason to get up in the morning
and now you've given me pain
A week since I've last spoken to you
the skies cry out loud, my tears hidden in the rain.
I know you hurt inside
But you drink the pain away
And I know that I could have had you forever
But I couldn't do things your way.
I had to be here for my family
I had to let you go
I thought I told you what you meant to me
But I'm sure you still don't know.
So here I am letting you drift away
Like a sunset turning to night
For a moment in time we were meant to be
For a moment everything was right.
But now I ache inside and I cry alone
With no one to tell these hurts too
Because no matter how much I say to my dearest friend
She could never even begin to replace you.
So these lonely nights when you are missing
I will hold my heart alone
My pride sells me to the highest bidder
and you walked away
and now I have to set my soul
to find another day.
The one love of my life
you knew who you were to me
and now I have no other choice
but to set you free.