Dearie

To my Lady at the time

Dearie 

 

I gotta go 

Right here, I ain't doing anything 

The present location holds the promise of the bitter and withered

I'm going down with a frown as an all-black clown laughs at me 

Yes I will outlast and cast great sails but I'd still be dying

Too much of a man so I’ll let my pen do the crying

 

Existing off the scraps of someone else granted me pieces of nothing

Pieces I’ve pieced together and birth a grateful something that has feed us all

Honestly trying pivoting the path of the narrow, a focused straight arrow

            I'm blessed with the strength of ten men, much more than strong enough 

                        Eighteen years hungry and hell bound is that not long enough

 

Truly struggling I'll take the blame for everyone's fumbling, unanswered mumbling, caretakers gone dumb again

I'm left wondering when I jump in is this all I'll be, my life like The

Just another dirty n****r good at scrapping n****r quivering at words with more than for letters

              or can I be better

 

I'm no better than anyone; Humble means no better no worse

Before my hearse I'm going to master my horse, be a model of excellence, earned intelligence

Not if I stay here

 

I can do anything in the world with an infinite imagination, which construction artistic materials like a refined craftsman. How delicate is my technique fueled by passion they’ll scream and shout with adoring gazes just for a peak at what I can do. I’ll make them love me; lustfully want me with haste they’ll chase and hunt for my talents. I’ve out balanced and discomforted competition; stifled all critics to silent whispers. I am the Mr. Big with the right stuff.

 

Put me in the hot seat I can ignite the party with a hardy piano ballad 

Or soothe a soul with a symphony of me expressing genuine means 

Desperately attempting, succeeding never misleading accompanied with strings that sing emphatic meanings 

I'm a phat snake charmer, cookie monster with adorable tools, which woo the opposite sex 

I’m Black and Beautiful commanding all shades of blue not to mention all other colors any one will reach you

This complex yet pellucid groove will go to good waste here

 

I can't stand still, I’ve patiently waited anxiously prepared and cautiously made sure

Pure is my intention to escape and head an entire dimension of something new 
So, I must get things started and I can't do it right here 

The Lord is my light and my salvation what should I fear

Pen master is ready to shed an ocean of tears

            but I can't do it here

 

Here, there is nothing but false hope and anguish so called land of the blameless

Day in and day out hungry but book smart this combination makes an artistic dummy

This world ain't gonna give me anything but check the skills cause Baby I’m gonna tame this, and change my existence

Elevate my physics to mattering, factoring in various variables starting with location 

Teetering onto The Laws of motion, and in motion I’ll move and keep going maneuvering around or obliterating outside forces

I’m so forward, toward the exit away from here

  

I'd be wrong if I stool 

Dark is the scene of a thief’s soul but what of Uncle Sam's real heart  

It’s opposite of pathos, cold as the unforgiving pavement, you feel that and brave it cause I do  

Empty belly without a dime to dance on with a lack of wooden nickels, and holes in my socks with a few in my shoes

I'll sketch the color of factual express from my chest a single cavity layered with pathways that encompasses distress

Smooth muscles and elastic fibers pump currents of emotion, stories that are open and favorable coursing life into the arteries of the listeners 

That's heartfelt, but how unheard if I'm here

 

So tonight I need a beer and let’s put it in fourth gear 

we’re gonna fulfill our hearts desires set something on fire

get excessive and haywire let the consequences be dyer

Live as high flyers manipulating winds binding life to our wills

Painless like popping pills enjoying last minutes regardless of past minutes

Feeling and healing peeling away any hindrances of pleasure

Toasts of joy from a stupid little boy smiling with a girl that knows it all

Rising and rising passionately achieving it all bright light this late night, far into the early morning

A million burning suns and romantic moons does not began to describe us feeling tall together

Blinded by emotion that dimes the reality of things that are not relative to love

Above is us together we burst in with a lush of life, boasting smiles original styles

Wildly outing our fiesta to the quiet world, young man beautiful girl, sorry woman

We are blooming a lunar theme that will beam us straight to heaven and boom up tonight’s life

Steal, and consume every single bit of happiness and party in every effort just have fun       

Cause tomorrow I have to go  

 

So give me a hug with both arms 

Hold me close, you’re so warm

Feel my touch call it yours, your safely home

Believe me your never on your own

You make me strong, you’re so warm

Chest to breast can't go wrong

One last kiss on my cheek lasts forever, my Sweet 

Loving your peaches and all your treats

No one can beat my Love bug with fun hugs

            but I have to attend to this pleasant tug   

 

Know my love, you hopeful dove

When I'm gone I'll hold you  

Possibly deleterious is my departure 

While in contrast it’s extremely joyful

At the beginning and until it’s end with an astonishing yes, expressed with confidence 

I'll hold you 

 

In truth I gotta get a real job 

Wherever the money is 

 

Now, you can come with me