Because of you

This is not simply an angry poem it is a heart filled message.

Living has always been difficult

Not the image of difficult the reality of day in and day out transgression

Today I might not eat but believe me; I got so much to do

Uncle Sam and every body else gonna get there’s even if I can't breathe

 

With all I have they've beat me into a fraction of worthless living

Being is not good enough, I am not enough

Villainous is to break the esteem of the kind

Beaten down because of natural beauty

Tormented because I'm an individual

With nothing but a dream and a serious attempt at a kind heart

Torn asunder pass the point pessimistic belief

In righteous confidence I Hate all of you

Ready to die if it means I'd get all of you or at least the best of you  

Beautiful sentiments such as love and joy are all but forgotten 

I compare them to that of a false truth, blatant lies 

Unable to smile or hold my head up

Times like mine confused with the depths of the darkest pits of Hell

Repugnance is the perception for this dictating prison

I've been humiliated and attacked by a chaotic organization that is foolishly pleased by destruction 

They command a feral strength and resilience, but watch me

I have been susceptible to and forcibly familiar suffering

BUT! You better watch me 

troublesome often means trouble found you

Surviving has prepared me to go out in an aggravated blaze

Abysmal is my positioning after the horrific assembly of enemies

Oblivious too whats up or down, but ready  

Uncompromising is my demand of malevolent desire

As the events transpire I'll sing The Big Pay Back

They wanted me to die, but watch yourself

In song of reprobates, I've lost my mind, but never mess with a crazy man

In silence I'll put em down with a truculent effort    

 

The end of such dankness is darkness

The glare of hope is blinding anyway

To survive such an existence may not even be worth it

In an eager speed I have just barely avoided this aspersion

To those of you who have hit their target

In this tremendous noise I'm asking you to return

The greatest challenge on earth is practicing self discipline