Loving You

When you have truly lost someone you love.

Loving You

Love is all I have

I Hate you

I Hate your smiling faces

Hate all voices but one

Hate waking up

Hate every minute of everyday

Just want a moment to myself

Just want a moment that has gone

Love is all I have

Hate waiting on eventually

To see you again is my exact and complete definition of good times

Love is all I have

Hate the way the world lies so sweet

Hate life, Hate that I wish I wasn't born

Hate the allusions the mind plays 

The absolute is your absence

Hate the nonsense that encompasses my life

The stability that is me missing you  

Hate that death is naturally, uncontrollably early

Incredibly unfair taking the best of this world  

All I have is love

Hate that living is without you 

Hate not being able to feel your touch 

Hate believing that you are not coming back

Hate not evening dreaming up a conversation between you and I

I Hate that I can't hear your voice

Hate that you won't Scream at me one more time

God Let her Holler in pure disgust of me one last time

Or whisper a sweet kiss from a distance

Or maybe in silence just let me hold her and I'll hold her for a lasting instant

That will extend the ages never letting go of her without words expressing in detail everything I feel

Me is loving, loving you Lord just give us a tenth of a second

I'll equate it to a marathon of true unconditional love

Please lover come back to me.

Father all my mighty let her hit me in rage

Put me in my place, bring tears to my eyes

Let me hold her hand without a word I'll stare into her and keep it forever

Love will be what I have     

Hate myself without you

I'm a fraction of minimal, trivial, tissue refuting what was

Hate that what once was will never be

I live dying an incompatible death  

Hate that no one cares as life continues

Hate that happiness is a dream

Hate that Love hits in a way hate never could,

Love has obliterated you and left a thriving, strengthened pain

Hate that I can't appease the wanting  

Hate that all this is a cycle that never dies

 

I Love you. 

How bout on more kiss?

I'll wake you up

Middle fingers too lies told to please

Until I see you again.