Refracted Image

Refracted Image

A Poem by Lalli
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Our image of our self is strong enough to suppress our thoughts, to limit our use of expression, and it traps the light that shines in all of us. See yourself as nothing other than human, a human with flaws as equally flawed as everyone else, see yourse

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Refracted Image
 
 
 
 
Through the looking glass the mirror duplicates my image
Unhappy with what I see
I begin to bend its endless repetition
As I fold creases until a pyramid is formed
And all I can see is what was once me distorted with the refracted colors of the rainbow
But the reflection in this prism is a prison within itself
My light is trapped inside
While my thoughts suffocate and die
But how can this be when I’m blessed with life’s breathe
How can this be unless I reflect myself depressed?
 
Especially when I want to glow as a human light bulb
Electrified by the energy of my heart
I want my spoken word to shine as a lumen of positivity
Instead of injecting destructive ideas into the chemistry of my being
 
So I won’t grieve in disbelief
I will believe there can be release
 
I will no longer confuse see-through barriers as fortified walls
As I identify the fragility of illusion
Change an angle
Redirect reflection
While I watch mirrors of endless repetition shatter from new exposure
What once seemed as truth refracted into the cornea of my eyes, now shines
It shines with new possibilities as a freed imagination runs rampant
As my self-perception colorfully radiates in contrast of dark preconception
While the luminescence of my expression
Travels over rainbows at the speed of light
Escaping confinement to reverberate to the end of the ongoing cosmos
Only to return through introverted headphones for a redefined interpretation of my mind
Because the time has come
The time to see myself in a fresh light
To break free of blind sight when I could never see myself outside--looking in
Instead I could only see myself trapped inside--looking out
 
So I really couldn’t see myself at all
 
I was nothing more than distorted reflections that never saw the benefit of introspection
How can I see a clear reflection if I can’t reflect in
 
But now that the colors of my light are no longer diffused amongst confusion
I can see beauty as each colors ray interlaces into unison with clarity
I can see a rejuvenated image with room to grow
While my thoughts thrive with dexterity from the freedom of self expression
As expression reshapes the image of my reflection
Surrounded by the broken glass of a self-imprisoned prism
I notice my light now shines
Duplicated in thousands of tiny reflections staring back at me
And I realize the importance of its meaning
That my image hasn’t changed
Only my perception has
So now I understand
I am who I am
And I will leave the mirror alone

 

© 2009 Lalli


Author's Note

Lalli
I just finished this, and will most likely be reworking a few parts. Also, i'm open to ideas for a title and i'd love to hear your interpretation of this piece.

Our image of our self is strong enough to suppress our thoughts, to limit our use of expression, and it traps the light that shines in all of us. See yourself as nothing other than human, a human with flaws as equally flawed as everyone else, see yourself as able to grow stronger than what others project to weight you down, and express yourself to keep from withdrawling. Its quite therapeautic

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Oh that was a wonderful journey through the soul,we are trapped inside and we want our inner light to shine
Especially when I want to glow as a human light bulb..Electrified by the energy of my heart..
I want my spoken word to shine as a lumen of positivity..
As my self-perception colorfully radiates in contrast of dark preconception..
To break free of blind sight when I could never see myself outside--looking in..
Instead I could only see myself trapped inside--looking out..
I was nothing more than distorted reflections that never saw the benefit of introspection
that was really nice ,we have to look inside so as to reflect to the outside our real self..
lovely write..

Posted 15 Years Ago


2 of 2 people found this review constructive.




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ICE
That was amazing! Very insightful! It is well written art.

"Especially when I want to glow as a human light bulb"
Its like music...

"To break free of blind sight when I could never see myself outside--looking in

Instead I could only see myself trapped inside--looking out

So I really couldn't see myself at all

I was nothing more than distorted reflections that never saw the benefit of introspection

Because how can I see a clear reflection if I can't reflect in"

I can't wait to read more from you!
These lines were pure genious! You took me on a journey...
Great Job!
~Ice


Posted 15 Years Ago


2 of 2 people found this review constructive.

Oh that was a wonderful journey through the soul,we are trapped inside and we want our inner light to shine
Especially when I want to glow as a human light bulb..Electrified by the energy of my heart..
I want my spoken word to shine as a lumen of positivity..
As my self-perception colorfully radiates in contrast of dark preconception..
To break free of blind sight when I could never see myself outside--looking in..
Instead I could only see myself trapped inside--looking out..
I was nothing more than distorted reflections that never saw the benefit of introspection
that was really nice ,we have to look inside so as to reflect to the outside our real self..
lovely write..

Posted 15 Years Ago


2 of 2 people found this review constructive.


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Lalli
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