I�ve been wanting to

I�ve been wanting to

A Poem by Lakurie
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What we want, and what we can, do not always match... even in expressing ones emotions.

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I´ve been wanting...

to write to you, for quite a long time.
to let you know what has happened in my life.
to share with you what goes through my mind.
to write to you... for a very long time.

I´ve gone over and over... once and again
With thoughts of the words I want to say
Day and night the words flow in my mind
But the fear, anger, sorrow, pain, and confusion has kept them inside.

It has been just when I get the strenght
To write to you and share
That I see that you beat me to it...
And the words you say make me brake.

I know that you care for me
I know that you respect me
I know that you think about me
I know that I am in some ways blessed.

It has been just when I get the courage
To write and let you know that
When you write to me and tell me
Words that I do not want, nor can hear.

Look at me...
I beg...
Look at me.
Really... look.

I know you may say I´m strong
I know I am strong
Still there is just so much
I  can know how to deal with.

The gladiator is strong
Not because he gets out unscratched
The gladiator is strong
Because he gets out alive.

I´ve been in the colliseum
For these past four months
Trust me, I´m fighting,
I´m alive, but really hurt.

 

Where I am at now,
I´m pausing the battle
It's not a sign of giving up
I just cant go on.

 

Healing my wounds,
For strength to come back
For clarity to fill my mind
I write this to you... 

 

ve been wanting to write to you,
I´ve been wanting to share with you,
I´ve been wanting to be with you
I´ve been wanting to... but I can´t.

© 2009 Lakurie


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Again another awesome poem dealing with emotions (can't expect anything less from you at this point :D).

For the technical part (read to the end before you start getting angry or whatever :D), in the first stanza can do without the repetition of: "I�ve been wanting" so it would look like this:
I�ve been wanting to.

to write to you, for quite a long time.
to let you know what has happened in my life.
to share with you what goes through my mind.
to write to you... for a very long time.

the same things for the last stanza. As my teacher said: "When you finish a poem, go back and remove as much words as possible."
But here I don't feel the need for that as it would sound a bit differently than it sound so far. Right not it's more of a beautiful song and therefore I wouldn't even dare to touch it. Stanzas are divided nicely and the repetition of some words is really good, the imagery also nice, well it's a strong poem, maybe your best so far.
The suggestion that I posted here, you may want to try to experiment with it in another poem. So please post up something new soon!

Posted 15 Years Ago


1 of 1 people found this review constructive.




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Again another awesome poem dealing with emotions (can't expect anything less from you at this point :D).

For the technical part (read to the end before you start getting angry or whatever :D), in the first stanza can do without the repetition of: "I�ve been wanting" so it would look like this:
I�ve been wanting to.

to write to you, for quite a long time.
to let you know what has happened in my life.
to share with you what goes through my mind.
to write to you... for a very long time.

the same things for the last stanza. As my teacher said: "When you finish a poem, go back and remove as much words as possible."
But here I don't feel the need for that as it would sound a bit differently than it sound so far. Right not it's more of a beautiful song and therefore I wouldn't even dare to touch it. Stanzas are divided nicely and the repetition of some words is really good, the imagery also nice, well it's a strong poem, maybe your best so far.
The suggestion that I posted here, you may want to try to experiment with it in another poem. So please post up something new soon!

Posted 15 Years Ago


1 of 1 people found this review constructive.

You write,
For these past four months
Trust me, I�m fighting,
I�m alive, but really hurt.

These lines construct poetry with vigilant counsel. Well written and open. Sabine*


Posted 15 Years Ago


very nice, emotions that so many go through. Thanks for putting this up. Its always encouraging to read something to which you can relate. Thanks again.

Posted 15 Years Ago


WoW ... very very nice indeed ...
Well said and well spoken I must say
A very well written piece :)

Posted 15 Years Ago


1 of 1 people found this review constructive.


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