Nostalgia

A real story that has happened to me 3 years ago

Dear X,

As I sit here tonight writing a letter to you and planned on burning it outside under the stars where we spent so many evenings chatting the nights away but then I decided I would post it to one of the places that brought me happiness in my darkest hours. As I was thinking about us tonight so much comes to mind and it brings me sorrow and pleasure all in the same breath.

I'm in desperate need of you. I just miss you more that dessert misses occasional rain , Being far away from you hurts me

deeply and this pain increases each time I look at your picture, each time my eyes meet that bright smile of yours printed on the

cold shiny paper. I keep weeping at night frozen by the phone waiting for a text from you just like before. I just want to talk to

you so that I could unwind and all the stress of my day would wash away, because that's what you do. Talking to you is like
eating


chocolate or curling up with a cuddly toy , it's just comforting , it makes me feel like I'm home and life really isn't that bad.

How can you miss someone this much? How can such an abstract thing as love absorb the thoughts of someone as rational as

me? Why is love such a powerful feeling? Why do I long to see you and to be with you this much? Am I going crazy? I'm afraid so...


Don't you think it's time to bridge the chasm that's separating us ?? You've got an invaluable , you're indispensable to me .

Not feeling the warmth of your arms and comfort of your shoulder , not feeling the joyful sound of the door opening to let you in

and the glow of your presence where ever you are ... it's terrible without you here.


I wish I could see the sun reflecting in your eyes, I wish I could feel your hand in my hand. I miss your voice, I miss walking with

you hand in hand, I miss your skin and I miss your sweet presence. Promise me you'll never make me go through such suffering

again , because missing someone who's absent is the saddest feeling of all ...

PS: I'll never give up on us as I promised you before


Deega that's not the hand written one .. ab3atlek el handwritten ezai ? aktebo wal aasawaro wala eh ??