The loss of First Love

the process of going through the loss of a first love

We were young once you and me.

We played a dangerous game you see.

I let my guard down, I opened my heart.

who knew you'd be the very reason i'd fall apart.

I broke down walls and gave in deeply,

Only to see it end so bleakly.

I let the world guide me to faults, I waited for seemed like

ever to move on. 

By the time i thought I had I was so terribly wrong.

I waited for you like you wait a station to play your favorite song.

You failed me again when you never truly explained why.

after all we were so young explanations didn't apply.

Then light slowly came and I very much moved on.

you still are first love I will forever lean on.

Do I talk to you I can't I refuse to break but know

sometimes its you I think.

When we made promises I will forever keep.

Never to regret not one peep.

A first love is pure so special, and true my gift my sadness is that it ended to soon.

Author's Note

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