Keep Going

If you were spiraling into depression, then tried to climb out, this is what you might feel like.

I can't stop these feelings that I have
No matter how much you make me mad
I love you, that's somethien I can't hide
I know because of the times I've tried

Why does it have to be like this?
Why does this pain exist?
Must love be so complicated, complex?
Can't we just get over one and move to the next?

And then all of it comes to me
My answer, to a tolerable degree
You are the reason, the cause of my pain
Is it your kiss, your touch, that drives me insane

Because it is you that frustartes me
Then turns around and makes me happy
It's your fault I can't think straight
And the reason I've been cursing fate

For the tears you have made me shed
And also the pain I bled
Did nothing more to me
Than make me sink deeper into misery

I wish I could take back all the 'I love yous'
Damn, boy!  If only you knew.
All of this pain you have inflicted upon me
I wouldn't wish on my worst enemy

I'm too young to be going through stress
So I wish I could just end this mess
But of corse these types of things don't run that smooth
It's like a game and you've just made the wrong move

If only you could feel my pain
You would then know there is nothing to gain
You'd take back all you've done
And wish you were the perfect one

Alas, we cannot go back in time
Cannot conquer mountains we didn't climb
We can only move foward, throughout our pain and sorriw
And only hope for a better tomorrow.

Reviews

[theunknownchick]

Aww =) I lovee itt ♥♥ Good Job. Awesome Poem :D