Weak It's Yours

Weak--{SWV} It's Yours--{J. Holiday}

Kagome glanced sown the hall and spotted Sesshomaru.

*See, you do love Master Sesshomaru!*

'No I do not!'

*But you knew he was coming here, so you made 'business' to get out of your office.*

'Ha! That isn't true. I came down here to see Koga.'

*Whatever! You love him and you know it! That dream last night was proof.*

'Hn.'

'I don't know what you've done to me
But it's caused me to act in such a crazy way
Whatever it is that you do when you do what you're doing
It's a feeling I don't understand'

'That dream I had last night meant nothing! It was simply a dream. All minds wonder from time to time.'

*That's true, but you're a youkai, your mind isn't*

Kagome could simply recall how the dream had her praying to Kami that Sesshomaru couldn't smell her strong arousal. The dream....that dream....

Kagome and Sesshomaru were running through a forest, then suddenly, everything went black, and was replaced with a bed.

"Kagome, make love to me," Sesshomaru had said.

"Hai. Hai. I'll do anything you ask Lord Sesshomaru," Kagome said in a breathy tone. She leaned foward and kissed Sesshomaru's seemingly thin lips. She opted for more when she opened her mouth, allowing Sesshomaru's tongue to access hers. Kagome pushed Sesshomaru onto his back and stradled his waist. She removed her one piece kimono before removing his. Kagome lowered herself onto Sesshomaru's hard member and ground into him furiously.

"Damn Kagome!" Sesshomaru moaned.

"Oh! Take it Sesshomaru! Tell me I'm dominant!" she said.

"No!" Sesshomaru teased.

"Tell me!" Kagome bounced harder and faster, she could feel herself approaching an orgasm. "Say it!" she screamed out as she came.

"Iie!" Sesshomaru responded as he did the same.

'Cause my heart starts beating triple time
With thoughts of loving you on my mind
I can't figure out what to do
When the cause and cure is you'

Kagome remembered every detail of that heated session of her dream. And she had woke up in a sweat, hoping that Sesshomaru couldn't smell her arousal, which was thick in the air. Sesshomaru got closer to Kagome and she felt her kees buckle.

"Hello Kagome."

"H..H..Hi S-s-Sesshomaru," she breathed out. Kagome's throat had gone dry and her tongue felt twice its size, making it difficult for her to speak.

"I want to...apologize for what happened the other day......." Sesshomaru continued to speak, but Kagome didn't hear a word he was saying. She was too lost in a trance of the silkiness of Sesshomaru's voice.

'I get so weak in the knees, I can hardly speak.
I lose all control and something takes over me
In a daze, your love's so amazing, it's not a phase.'

Kagome nodded as Sesshomaru spoke and soon they said their good byes and they walked in seperate directions.

*That wasn't a good enough apology to 'Gome. Go try again.*

'No, it was good enough.'

*IIE! IT WASN'T GOOD!!*

'She didn't even seem to care.'

*'Cause she knew you were being fake! She want us, I can smell it! Now go!*

Sesshomaru's beast pushed him foward and he went into his office. 'I'll just call Kagome and ask her to come to my office.' He picked up the phone and dialed Kagome's extention. "Yes, Kagome, I was wondering if you could step intomy office for a second........You can? Great, arigato."

A few minutes later, there was a light knock on his door.

"Come in."

'All I wanna do is please you.
Come into this room & let me show you
How it feel (how it feel)
Love is real (love is real)
Know that I could never get enough
If I ain't never been here before'

'What has that miko demoness done to make This Sesshomaru feel this way?' he found himself wondering as Kagome came through the door.

"You wanted to speak to me Sesshomaru?" her voice was timid.

"Hai. I do not think you heard me earlier when I apologized to you, so here and now, I will do it again." Sesshomaru rose from his chair and closed the door. He walked to Kagome and kissed her.

'What is he doing?! Kami he tastes so good!' Kagome opened her mouth and leaned into the kiss.

'She is kissing back, good.'

'The more I get
The more I want
Touch me baby
I just love to do it do it d-do it do it d-do it do it to you'

Sesshomaru picked Kagome up and carried her to his desk. He sat her on top of his after swiping everything that was occupying the space. Kagome reached up and touched his soft skin. She worked her hands down his body and up again.

'Grab my body baby
Hold my heart don't break it
It is yours (it is yours)
It is yours (it is yours)
It is yours (it is yours)
And I could never get enough'

Sesshomaru relished the feel of her hands on him through his clothing. He recalled how his new secretary Sakura stared at Kagome with envy whenever she got his attention. Oh how he would enjoy the look on her face if she could see this.

'These other girls can't see you
If you only knew how much I need you
Every day
In every way
You got me baby
Soo addicted to you
Cause I ain't never been here before
The more I get
The more I want
Touch me baby'

Sesshomaru knew they couldn't continue for too much longer because both of them had surgeries to do soon, so with one last parting kiss, Sesshomaru looked into Kagome's eyes and read every emotion in them, except the onehe needed the most, her love. He was hurt that he didn't see that she loved him, but he thought he felt it. 'Maybe she loves me in her own way.'

"I'm sorry Sesshomaru, I've.....I've got to go." Kagome said with tears welling in her eyes. She hopped off of the desk and rushed out of the office, into her own. She closed and locked the door before throwing a barrier around it. Kagome slid down the wall, the tears finally being set free. She was happy that she and Sesshomaru had almost had sex, but she was confused as well. Did that mean that he loved her? She didn'tread that one emotion in his eyes. The only things she saw were lust and his beast struggling for dominance. 'I'm so confused!'

*Master Sesshomaru loves you! He was just afraid to show it!*

'If he loves me then why was he afraid to show it? Why do I even care? It's not like I love him!'

*But you do love Master Sesshomaru! WE love him!*

'He is not your master, I am. And we love no one but mama, Sango, Heisei, and Rin.'

*Both of you are my masters because you have mated him. And to add one more person to the list, I say Master Sesshomaru!! Stop being so damn stubborn and just admit that you love him! Just because you were hurt once doesn't mean you will be again!!*

'Ha! That is where you are wrong. I would be a fool to fall in love again after what has happened to me.'

*But you have Master. You're too foolish to admit it. But soon the councel will be at home, so you'd better come up with something and quick.*

Kagome knew that her beast had a point. If her and Sesshomaru didn't even appear that they were in love, they would be forced to live lives alone, and Rin would be taken from Kagome. DaiYoukai weren't supposed to live a lone life because soon, they would begin to feel pain....great pain.

Kagome stood up, wiped her face, and prepared to perform surgery. She would think about this later.

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Sango read her clipboard and saw that her next paitent was a man by the name of Miroku Houshi. 'Appearently he broke his leg playing some foolish game with his friends. Baka.' She put on a fake smile and entered the room to see a man, looking about 25, lying in bed with a purple cast on his left leg. "Hello. I am Sango Taijiya, and I will be your nurse for your stay."

"Oh...hello.....I fear that more than me leg is injured. Could you please look at my arm, it is paining me to move it." he said.

"Sure." Sango went to the side of the bed and looked at his arm closest to the wall. "I don't think that...yip!! GRRRR!!!" Sango growled when she felt a hand slide across her butt. She lifted her hand to slap him.

"I don't think that the hospital staff will like to hear of one of their own assulting a paitent." He smirked and looked at her.

"Is there anyhting you need Houshi-sama?" Sango said through clenched teeth.

"Why yes dear, there is. Would you give me a sponge bath?"

Sango smirked, "Sure." She left and brought a large sized bucket of water and poured it over Miroku's head. "There you go. Uh oh! Looks like you've soiled your sheets! Let me get them changed for you!!" Sango rolled Miroku off of the bed and onto the floor and changed the sheets. She lifted him back onto the bed. "Do you need your pillow fluffed?!" Her smile was getting creepier every moment.

"N-not really," Miroku was slightly frightened.

"None sense!!" Sango grabbed the pillow from under his head and slaped him with it a few times before grabbing his hair, setting the pillow under his head, and slamming his head down on it. "Kyouichi nichi yoi nichi dearimasuyouni," she said sarcastically and walked out of the door. 'Kami, that was exhausting. Time for lunch with Kags!' Sango skipped off to the lunch room.

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"He did what?!" Sango nearly spit out her coffee.

"He kissed me and put me on top of his desk. We almost went all the way, but I think I stopped him. But it felt soooo good, and I wanted to do so much more!"

"You have had sex with him? I mean, you did mate, so you had to."

"Yeah, but it wasn't that great. I mean, it was nice, very nice at that, but it wasn't like........it wasn't something I'd relive if we split up."

"Oh."

"So how about your day?"

"I had this disgusting pervert!! He grabbed my a*s!!"

"Do tell!"

Sango told Kagome what had happened and their break was over shortly after that. The work day ended and Kagome and Sesshomaru rode home. 'I've got to start driving my own car to work. This is too awkward.' Kagome thought, looking out the window.

"Kagome...I'm sorry for the way I acted. It was am impulse and......" Sesshomaru began.

"No need to explain Sesshomaru. It's okay, really." Kagome said with a weak smile. How were they going to act when they picked Rin up? How could they hide the awkwardness between them for her?